will you ?? :D

Forever can never be long enough for me 

Feel like I've had long enough with you 

Forget the world now we won't let them see 

But there's one thing left to do 

Now that the weight has lifted 

Love has surely shifted my way 

Marry Me 

Today and every day 

Marry Me 

If I ever get the nerve to say 

Hello in this cafe 

Say you will 

Mm-hmm 

Say you will 

Mm-hmm 

Together can never be close enough for me 

Feel like I am close enough to you 

You wear white and I'll wear out the words I love 

And you're beautiful 

Now that the wait is over 

And love and has finally shown her my way 

Marry me 

Today and every day 

Marry me 

If I ever get the nerve to say hello in this cafe 

Say you will 

Mm-hmm 

Say you will 

Mm-hmm 

Promise me 

You'll always be 

Happy by my side 

I promise to 

Sing to you 

When all the music dies 

And marry me 

Today and everyday 

Marry me 

If I ever get the nerve to say hello in this cafe 

Say you will 

Mm-hmm 

Say you will 

Marry me 

Mm-hmm

loving youuuuuuuuu

♥(●̮̮̃•̃)●̮̮̮̮̃̃•̃̃)♥
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♥ ||_ ||_♥。。

92 truth of mine

NAME:Pui Theng

AGE: 17 

BIRTH DATE: 04 January 1994

PRESENT ADDRESS: Seri Kuantan

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last Beverage = vitagen

2. Last Phone Call = Father

3. Last Text Message = mummy

4. Last Song you listened to = god give me you by brian white

5. Last Time you cried = yesterday

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone Twice = Yes

7. Been Cheated on = Perhaps

8. Kissed someone & regretted it = Nope

9. Lost someone special = Yes, of course 

10. Been Depressed = Yes, who doesn't ?

11. Been Drunk and Threw up = Yes

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Black

13. White

14. red

HAVE YOU:

15. Made a New Friend = Yeah

16. Fallen out of love = Yes

17. Laughed until you cried = For sure :D

18. Met Someone who Changed you = Yes, HIM

19. Found out who your true friends were = hell no :( sad case huh?

20. Found out someone was talking about you = always , which i don't really like it :(

21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = Yep

GENERAL:

22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life =50 percent?

24. Do you have any pets = yeah , Sydney and Sunny 

25. Do you want to change your name = nope, i loves my name .

26. What did you do for your last birthday = family dinner 

27. What time did you wake up today? = 11am

28. What were you doing at midnight last night = chatting ? for got

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for. = waiting my sister come back from korea

30. Last time you saw your Mother = few hours ago .

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = I love the way it is. don't need to change 

32. What are you listening to right now = Still the same  :D

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? = nbope, tommy?yes

34. What's getting on your nerves right now = spm?i guess so

37. Nickname = eh? i don't know. but i love peopole call me as PUI THENG

38. Relationship Status = in a relationship

39. Zodiac sign = capricorn 

40. He or She = she

41. Elementary School =SRJKC Pei Chai

42. High School = SMK Tengku Afzan than transfered to SMK Air Putih

43. College = soon

44. Hair colour = Black + light cho

45. Long or short hair =not too long , not too short

46. Height = 165cm *short enough

47. Do you have a crush on someone? = sure

48. What do you like about yourself? = Everything

49. Piercings = yea.

50. Tattoos = No

51. Right or lefty= Right

FIRSTS:

52. First surgery = nope

53. First piercing = when i'm 3

54. First best friend = chan pei jun

55. First sport you joined = Basketball

56. First vacation = kl?

58. First pair of sneakers = Can't remember

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating = nope *keep fit

60. Drinking = vitagen

61. I'm about to = writing 

62. Listening to = still the same:DD

63. Waiting for = Finish this notes

YOUR FUTURE:

64. Want kids? = eee, i hates kids 

65. Get Married? = maybe?

66. Career ? = no idea ehh

WHICH IS BETTER IN A GUY/GIRL:

67. Lips or eyes = both

68. Hugs or kisses= both

69. Shorter or taller = taller

70. Older or Younger = Younger

71. Romantic or spontaneous = Spontanous

72. Nice stomach or nice arms = Does that matter? i don't mind

73. Sensitive or loud = Lil of both

74. Hook-up or relationship = Relationship

75. Trouble maker or hesitant = still okay for me  

HAVE YOU EVER:

76. Kissed a stranger = of corse ...................NOOOOO

77. Drank hard liquor = Yes? no?

78. Lost glasses/contacts = Yes

79. Sex on first date = No.

80. Broke someone's heart = Yes *i'm sorry

82. Been arrested =nope

83. Turned someone down = Yes

85. Fallen for a friend = Yes

86. Found yourself talking in your sleep = Not sure

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

87. Miracles = Yes

88. Love at first sight = Yes

89. Heaven = Yes

90. Santa Claus = Never

91. Kiss on the first date = nope 

92. Angels = Yes

:DDD

SHE

• “A sister is one who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.”
• “A sister is both your mirror - and your opposite.”

“There can be no situation in life in which the conversation of my dear sister will not administer some comfort to me.”

       iloveher     

L.I.F.E

“A photograph never grows old. You and I change, people change all through the months and years, but a photograph always remains the same. How nice to look at a photograph of mother or father taken many years ago. You see them as you remember them. But as people live on, they change completely. That is why I think a photograph can be kind.” 

You start backstabbing me and going against your word, thinking "Oh she'll never find out" but guess what....I heard.What goes around comes around. That's what people say. So all the pain you caused me will come back to you someday.Nowadays there's no honor, only drama. Your friend today can be your enemy tomorrow.I'm so sick and tired of acting like I'm fine because truthfully, I'm not. I can't even talk to you without being so incredibly sad. You were the one person who was always supposed to be there for me, my best friend, my everything.. and you ruined it all in that moment.Sometimes friends turn their backs on you. Don't stoop down to their level, you'll be alright. Just remember to always be you and get on with your life.

伤心

我.......................很伤心

A True Testimony of My Faith In Christ ( copy )

I believe in the same Lord Jesus Christ, the Son of God, for remission of sins, and the salvation of my soul, who “was conceived of the Holy Ghost, born of the virgin Mary, made a good confession before Pontius Pilate, and was crucified without the gates of Jerusalem; was dead and buried, and rose again the third day, and ascended into glory, far above all heavens,” that he might fill all things, according to the testimony of the holy Scriptures; for which I have a godly and reverent esteem.

I also believe in Him, as to his appearing the second time, without sin, unto salvation, to all that look for Him, by his living and eternal spirit, the Spirit of Truth, which the world cannot receive, as when he prayed unto the Father, that he would send the Comforter, that leads into all truth, all that believe in him thereby. When it pleased the Lord to visit me with the day-spring of his love from on high, in the days of my youth, by this Spirit of Life and Truth, sin and satan were manifested; and if at any time I was prevailed upon, by entering into any of his temptations, I was reproved and judged thereby. But when faith was begotten in my heart, to believe in the Spirit of Truth that reproved me, I received power from Him, in whom I did and do believe, to overcome one sin after another, in order to a perfect freedom from it, which must be in this life, or else there is no entering into the kingdom of heaven. For all who live and die in sin are unclean and therefore cannot enter the kingdom.

This is the blessed effect of every true believer in the Lord Jesus Christ; as to his birth, suffering, resurrection, ascension, and second coming without sin, unto salvation; in whom all must believe for life and salvation to their souls, whoever come to know the full assurance thereof, in the kingdom of happiness, and endless glory. I believe in Him, and own Him in all his offices, and under every name and denomination which is given to Him in the Holy Scriptures. I own Him as King, even King of Saints, and Lord of life and glory; High Priest of the profession of all that were and are of the true faith; God’s covenant of light and life; Emmanuel, God with us, who is come to save his people from their sins, not in their sins, for there is no being saved therein; which is in the fallen and lost condition.

I own and believe in Him as he is the “true light, that enlighteneth every man that comes into the world.” I own and believe Him to be “the way, the truth, and the life; and that no man cometh to the Father but by Him.” I believe in Him, as he is Minister of the sanctuary, and true tabernacle which God hath pitched, and not man; who by his power and spirit hath fitted and made many able and faithful ministers, in this day of his everlasting Gospel, among whom he hath been pleased to account me worthy to be one, though one of the

least among many. He is the Minister of ministers, and none are or can be true ministers, but who are made so and ordained by Him. He fits, opens and prepares by his power, and quickening spirit. So the ministers of Christ preach Him, the way, the truth and the life; the true light, the door, the true Shepherd, who laid down his life for his sheep, and saves by his grace all true believers, who obey the teachings thereof.

He is also believed in and known by his second coming, to be the ingrafted Word, that is able to save the soul. He took flesh and suffered in it, the one Offering once for all, to put an end to sin, and finish transgression, and bring in everlasting righteousness. The fulfiller, the finisher, the end of the law, with all the types, figures, and shadows of it; the end of tithes, swearing, temple-worship, outward circumcision, offerings and oblations. The end, finisher and fulfiller of water baptism, and outward communion of eating of bread, and drinking of wine. He is the great Baptizer, having baptized many by his spirit into one body, of which he is the head, which is the one saving baptism, with the Holy Ghost and fire;—and John with his water baptism is decreased and ended.

And he is the one bread of life, come down from God out of heaven, which is eaten of by faith, whose flesh is meat indeed, and his blood is drink indeed. He the living substance is come and fed upon; that was and is the communion of saints.

This being the substance of the testimony, in brevity, of my faith in Christ, I am willing to leave it behind me, when I have finished the work of my day, and am gathered to my everlasting rest, which I have long travailed for, through many deep exercises. And this not only for myself, but I was willing to leave this upon record, on the behalf of my Friends and brethren also, the people of God in scorn called Quakers who are of the same faith in Christ with me. That all may know, who have a desire to have a right understanding of our faith and principles; that we are no such people as to our faith in Christ, as some ignorantly, and others hatefully have rendered us; as though we only or wholly depended upon the light within, for salvation to our souls; and did not own or believe in Christ, as to his coming, death, resurrection, ascension, etc.; and the benefit we, and all true believers have thereby.

But, blessed, praised and magnified be the worthy name of the Lord our God for ever, who hath opened our understandings by his power, whereby we know Him, in whom we do believe; which is not to believe in the light within, distinct from Christ;—or if people could believe in the light and not in Christ. But we believe in both as one, knowing and being clear in our understanding, that no separation can be made between Christ, and the light that comes from him, which shines in the hearts of all true believers; and shines in the darkness of unbelievers, and therefore the darkness cannot comprehend it. So we as truly believe in that same Christ who laid down his body, and took it up again, as in his light within, and we have benefit to salvation, by the one as well the other, and of both, they being one, and are willing to lay hold of every help and means, God in and through Jesus Christ, has ordained for our salvation.

................

这个世界,
每一秒都在改变,
是在我们掌控以外的..


我们无法预测,
下一秒会发生什么,
只能珍惜现在所拥有的,
及盼望下一秒会更好.

god give me you

For all the times I felt cheated, I complained

You know how I love to complain

For all the wrongs I repeated, though I was to blame

I still cursed that rain

I didn't have a prayer, didn't have a clue

Then out of the blue

God gave me you to show me what's real

There's more to life than just how I feel

And all that I'm worth is right before my eyes

And all that I live for though I didn't know why

Now I do, 'cause God gave me you

For all the times I wore my self pity like a favorite shirt

All wrapped up in that hurt

For every glass I saw, I saw half empty

Now it overflows like a river through my soul

From every doubt I had, I'm finally free

I truly believe

God gave me you to show me what's real

There's more to life than just how I feel

And all that I'm worth is right before my eyes

And all that I live for though I didn't know why

Now I do, 'cause God gave me you

In your arms I'm someone new

With ever tender kiss from you

Oh must confess

I've been blessed

-------- title

I have to force myself to write at least something here or else I will feel lacking of achievement within me; a very true story you are reading.

What a boring title, you would say.

Indeed, a boring day deserves a boring title. Thus born this boring post.

Last June/mid-term holiday was waaaaaaaayy packed, yet I was as excited for it as ever, I could still recall. Now, an extremely short year later, where has that spirit gone, I wonder. Perhaps there are the times in life where one is supposed to be at the most top - you go straight and beyond your capability yet nothing stops you in the middle, and some points in life where little little disturbing things intersects the fine line you are walking, whether intentionally or not.

Anything in any form in this world has the ability to interfere your life. You are on a diet plan and you see McDonald's, you use the pink can glass as an excuse to get the fries your taste buds (secretly) crave. You want to (/MUST) study and you look at the clock, you tell yourself it's time to sleep. You have decided to stop spending money on unnecessary things and the big big 'SALE' word somehow reaches your eyes, you walk into the shop like your thoughts never exists. You want to direct your life in your own way and you see big big people walking in, you step back and shrink with a scale factor of one over a million.

Pink can glass, clock, a big four-letter-word, and now big big human beings with power, we surrender to them all.

Human races surrendering to each other I get that (a little bit), but to non-living things? ..... What has the world done to us. Do we not have our own stand? Do we not have the choice in our own hands? Why can't we go ahead with our decision and not be affected by others, nor affect others?

Life. So many things to understand about it.

I'm not saying that intersecting lines are not good. In fact, the world would be a nightmare without them. If every single line in this world were parallel, wouldn't everyone be living in their own world? You want to eat, you cook yourself. You don't know how to cook, you starve and die. No one sells food because there is no other people than you in your world. And no one will teach you what is right and what is wrong. A pointless life of loneliness you will live.

For me, it's the way we see things that matters the most. A little bit of self-control and discipline would help much. You see pink can glass, you tell yourself McDonald harms your health; you see the clock, you see it as how many hours more were given to you as your last chance; you see the big four-letter-word, IGNORE for it is a strategy to get you out of your own stand; you see big big people, put yourself into their shoes, try to understand and give them a benefit of the doubt.

Though I still need lots of practice on these. Here's a reminder for people (me) who cannot resist pretty pretty things:

"So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal." - 2 Corinthians 4:18

it's true

Jesus is a relationship, not a religion.
You build your church within you,
Do not let the building tells you your walk with Jesus. 
Having a Christian family doesn't make you a Christian. 
Going to church every week doesn't make your relationship with God closer. 
You've got to spend time with him. 
You've got to express your love to him. 
He will speak and work within you in many ways :) 

he is great

I prayed for Jesus' wisdom and understandings; 
Not only to overcome the difficulty in exam, 
But in His understanding to know why His goodness and love never stop following me! Getting very upset with how people like to 'assume' things unnecessarily. << IT JUST HOW WE LIVE

John 16:20-22 (New International Version)

²⁰ Very truly I tell you, you will weep and mourn while the world rejoices.You will grieve, but your grief will turn to joy. 

On the side note, He knows I learn better through real life examples one. His illustration:

²¹ A woman giving birth to a child has pain because her time has come; but when her baby is born she forgets the anguish because of her joy that a child is born into the world. 

²² So with you: Now is your time of grief, but I will see you again and you will rejoice, and no one will take away your joy.

You will smile at the end of the journey,
Just walk with Him.  

out of comfort zone

Courage is the power to let go of the familiar

It is never too good to be very comfortable.